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lyrics
Don’t know how to carry myself this time
And the holidays creep up on me
The gifts and the parties and too many sweets
I just saw these weeks going differently
Lost the ground beneath my feet when I read your Christmas card
And I lost myself the first time we kissed
I freeze my face off crying in the backyard
I know I can’t hide, I just hate being seen like this
And I hate to admit, especially to you
I’ve still got a million things to say
But there’s nothing left to do
So I’ll spend Christmas on the road
I’ll be busy playing shows
And I won’t think about you
It would be just fine if it snowed
We’ll see how it goes, but one thing that I know
I won’t be thinking about you
My spine, my skull, and my skin, I wish they would forgive me
Wish I could have seen where we’d end up
I judge myself time and again for being too angry
Cause you took what I gave and it wasn’t enough
And I hate to admit, especially to you
There’s part of me that’s holding on to say
Hope you’re doing okay too
So I’ll spend Christmas on the road
I’ll be busy playing shows
And I won’t think about you
It would be just fine if it snowed
Well see how it goes, but one thing that I know
I won’t be thinking about you
Copyright 2020 Heather Scott, all rights reserved.
credits
released December 18, 2020
Heather Scott - vocals, guitar
Written by Heather Scott
Recorded and mixed by Colin Lester Fleming at Q Division Studios
Mastered by Pete Weiss in Somerville, MA
Photo by Sarah Willis
Design by Heather Scott
Copyright 2020 Heather Scott, all rights reserved.
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